Returning to that exact moment of extreme serenity that happened years ago takes a certain degree of something. Perhaps that something is the essence of tranquility or so it goes… my Nespresso Expert machine just produced two shots of espresso today. Mentally we have to take one step at a time to climb the mountain toward that extreme goal that was established long before today. Every step has to drive things forward. We have to strive forward to achieving that goal. Within that whirlwind of striving and driving a moment of serenity would echo passed pressure and limitations. That is where my thoughts are right now. They are somewhere between forever and now limited by something existential.